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For some reason, something mindless like this post is just what I needed!

I am: currently reinventing my understanding of who I am and what loving/being loved really mean.

I think: I want to do and be more than I have time for.

I know: I am a good person with my own talents, but I often look out and wish they looked like someone else's.

I want: a plethora of crafting supplies and a room all my own.

I wish: I could give my husband and son more of me--more of the best of me--and still have time for myself.

I hate: folding laundry but have no problem with throwing it in the washer!

I miss: a lot of things, but mostly, freedom.

I fear: missing the moments that matter the most- a chance to say I love you or a new word from my son's mouth.

I feel: hungry for a denver omelette, like planning a two week trip to Italy, and crafting for an entire weekend!

I hear: William Fitzsimmons on my iTunes

I smell: Maple & Brown Sugar oatmeal

I crave: a little alone time with my husband in silence doing nothing and having nothing to do.

I search: on Etsy for things to create with way more often than I should.

I wonder: what Jesus feels when He looks at me.

I regret: not handling my transition into motherhood better.

I love: my family, to travel, write, dream, a good bargain, a hunt for vintage goods, my cousins-I don't think any one could understand how much I love them, SWEETS,

I ache: for all the things I want to be and endlessly fall short of this perfection I have deemed necessary and attainable.

I care: way too deeply what others think of me.

I always: leave my clothes on the hamper or my chaise lounge- I actually annoy myself when I do it.

I am not: aggressive.

I believe: I am loved. I am good.

I dance: a little in the car when a good song comes on.

I sing: ALL the time but love it most when it's with my husband on the floor of our son's room while he tries to put the guitar picks in the guitar.

I cry: at least once a month.

I don't always: eat very healthy. Woops.

I fight: myself more than anyone else could.

I write: to work my way through my heart.

I lose: everything I'm in need of at any given moment-keys, sunglasses, mind...

I never: want to travel back to the orient again.

I confuse: my son and husband's names all the time. Now they're both "babe" and I just hope the right one listens to me.

I listen: to music and dissect lyrics daily. I love words.

I can usually be found: at a computer ;)

I am scared: I will never really understand my own worth.

I need: the ability to freeze time and do all there is to do in life without missing anything!

I am happy about: celebrating my 2nd 4th Wedding Anniversary to my husband on Thursday. ;) (I'll wait and see how many of you ask me about this one ;)

I hope: my son will be a Godly man who never wonders whether or not he was LOVED.